Its been a WHILE...

So I haven't posted in a long time. The miscarriage turned into more of an ordeal than expected. i lost the babies (yes there were 2 in there) carried them around for a few weeks before the doc decided they were really dead. Then He told me wait til you miscarry natually, we don't want to do a D&C unless we HAVE to. So i miscarried naturally (1 baby) but the other didn't want to come out. so a week later i got my D&C and then hemmoraghed a couple days afterwards....that was basically terrifying and miserable and the whole process has been long drawn out and a little bit frightening. And all because the egg donor didn't produce good eggs. Life is finally back to normal and hopefully next month we will get to try again, they have selected a new egg donor and we are keeping our fingers crossed! Once I have more details I will get back on here and keep you updated. much love! me.